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Y .Sunday, April 22, 2007.

Why is the world so unfair? You’ve been exerting much effort on how to make things fall on the right track, you’ve been very considerate on situations where all you have to do is understand instead of argue, you’ve been very much patient about everything but deep inside you feel so pathetic and dreadful. Its’ really hard to express your feelings when the world doesn’t show some love. I’ve been tryin to reach out but sometimes the world just can’t get to understand your real heart. Being real is easier but revealing your emotions are just so hard that it makes me erupt deep inside. I’ve been secretive of many things ever since because I don’t want to get hurt and I don’t want to be rejected. I want to go on solo on every trouble I’m in and I’m used to crying alone, when someone’s kind enough to offer me some help I usually pretend that I’m ok and telling them that I don’t even need any of their help. I’ve been traumatized and I don’t want another heartache ever again. But they just can’t go away. They just can’t fade and what’s worst is that the only person you’ve been learning to love and rely on was also the same person who’ll be disloyal to you in the end. You’ve given all that you’ve got but you’re still the one who’s to be blame, you were so understanding even if you’re not in the right place to be, but still you’re the one who’s left to be accused. You are being reasonable on every act and decision you make but in the end it makes you a devil person. What on earth is installed for me? Do I really deserve all of these things? I’m just being reasonable but I don’t think it would work..



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