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Y .Wednesday, May 16, 2007.

Well this day was a lil bit mixed. Yeah I was happy in the first part of the day but my finale part turned out to be so awful. In this case, I believe in the saying that the person whom you loved the most was the one person who could hurt you the most in the end. I was really happy when I get to talk to him after I arrived from Sum-ag, but when I opened the topic about the imeem thing, his mood suddenly changed. Well the imeem thing was not really a big deal. I just mentioned it to him just to remind of what he wrote on his profile (actually he filled up his cellphone number not thinking that possibly other girls might be interested in him coz he got a pic attached on his profile and what he wrote on his status relationship was the word SECRET), which means what? Well to think of, Im just a concern girlfriend whos quite conscious of his moves, Im not saying that I’m definitely doubting him but I think I have the right to know the reasons right? In fact I find it so unfair. He would actually notice minor things posted on my profile like when Altair posted a comment for me, he was seriously affected of that comment though it didnt contained much exclaimed words. He told me to delete it, but I refused coz its very unfair for my part. Well I asked him a favor before to delete all the comments posted by other gurls whom he in the first place didnt actually knew all of em. I'm not in a typical situation right now. Im really bothered, pressured, and shattered. I think I have given up everythng without having benefits at all. Why cant I be real when Im with you? Why can't I get angry and burst all my tears when Im beside you. Do I really have to be happy in order to make you happy? and do I really have to give you all that I got eventhough hurt is only left with me in the end?


to be continued...



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