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Y .Sunday, August 5, 2007.

im back for good. everything is quite in place. but not really super good. but I'll rather settle for now than what happened last 2months ago. It was a terror thing for us to remember. terror in a way that it really destroyed our lives. it stopped my mom from hoping, it hindered my dad to go on with this work, this occurrence affected me and my sister.we couldnt concentrate on what we're supposed to do. in other words it really distracted us from what we couldve done. Hell? i think i have been there and at this point im really trying my best to reach heaven. I was searching for a perfect friend to help me forget all of these things. not really perfect but a friend that could listen, could understand, and could help. Im not seeking someone to help me to get out of this. But i need someone to give me moral support, strength and help me regain my confidence. My favorite song that could relate to what Im going through is the song autumn and me. I need a friend that could criticize but accept me for who iam. a friend who gets mad but forgives, a friend who could give insults, but is real all along despite those aching words. and a friend that could not be there 4u everyday but could help you at the lowest points of your life. I think i found him. Im just shy to tell him how grateful iam to have him in my life. He was the one who lend me 10k to enroll my ist semester in college. I promised that I'll pay him after a week. But up to now i havent payed him yet. im being embarassed by all of this. I dont know where I'll lead to without him? I'm compromising that when the time comes when he will have his chldren. I'll willingly volunteer to pay their tuition fees. idk..blahblah

thanks for everything reg..you dont know how much you made me happy. thank you very much. thanks for being a true friend to me..



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