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Y .Saturday, January 26, 2008.

yeah. 2months has passed since our breakup and i think im trying to move another phase/chapter of my life. Many things changed and i tell you all of these changes are kinda ridiculous if I am to think of them deeply. Well..Im still the same.but one thing thats really killing me is that why does he have to look for another girl to satisfy all the loneliness he has undergone??It sounds stupid right? Waiting for all those promises and when you returned it turned out to be one of the most awaited faked promises ever. I was like a fool hoping that I will always be the one till the end. What do you expect.Boys are boys and any circumstance wont change any of their nature either. Im kinda confused these past few days. Coz some people tell me to wait, while some tell me to directly move on. I've supposedly moved on but everytime he shows me little affection, I tend to forget about everyhting.my pride and everything else. I easily give in to what he is showing me. What do you think?? This is love I guess. BEing so insane despite the things that he told you and stuff. BUt now, I fully decided to totally move on with my life. There;s nothing left for me if I'll continue my struggle in winning him back coz im the only one fighting, Im the only one who's crying and loving. Im really hating to death until I can recover and I wont waste any of my time crying and crying all day long thinking of things that might happen if we just pursued the relationship..

the to do's
1. Make sure that you'll be strong no matter what
2. BE stable in everyhting.and that includes your opinions and stuff
3. Love next time( in my case) let time heal all the pain
4. be optimistic
5. be happy.dont deprive yourself from any chance of being happy
6. Move on



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