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Y .Wednesday, April 2, 2008.

april 3. 4 months has passed since he left me and after all those things he's done to me, Im surprised coz he's returning again, trying his best to comfort me with all the stuffs Ive been so problematic with. This is no joke.Ive been so problematic these days about my family thingee. We have no other thing left in the house except our sala set coz everybody was taken by the sheriffs. Another thing was that everything was so hanging. Mom is leaving for Qatar anytime this month or probably this month. What makes her trip a lil delayed is because of the delayed processing of the Philippine Embassy. It takes 45 days to update with your own visa and the medical is so overly strict.I swear. So that just mean one thing. IF she's gonna be delayed Im also off delayed with my schooling, That is the only thing Im so looking forward more than anything else. Not until Abeng texted me to rush into her house for an overnight. I didnt have any idea of what was going on and why she abruptly texted me to directly go into their house. As I was going home to get my clothes, I was really not feeling good about something that I know thats gonna happen later on. Mom was even telling me why dont you stay here nalang.besides its a lil late, it might be dangerous. Go out tomorrow nalang. But I was so stubborn that I insisted on going to Abeng's house.I know they'd understand coz we dont have any TV and stuff. At least if I sleep there, I can watch tv.do all the things i wanna do just to ease the so go usual boredness in my life. OK. Her sister Kate and her BF Mark was here. They were obviously planning a supposed drinking sesh but unfortunately it didnt worked out coz Mark was fuckin drunk. I opened my YM and i was in invi mode. I didnt want my friends to know that Im online and second is I dont want nikko to see me in the net(coz i know he'll give me the big BUZZ and chat with me afterwards) which I actually dont want to happen. But since I was like YMing for an hour and there's no such signs that the people Im hiding are online, I gave it a try to be online-at least I was brave enough.right?uhuh. There he came. I knew this was gonna happen but why did I never had that second thought that maybe he's online again-invi mode as usual. HE gave me that BIg bUZZ. and asking me bout stuffs who's his friend who's courting me today. I was like changing the topic so he wont awkward questions.He asked if me what is wrong.I answered him that "I have so many problems nik. and worst Im so heartbroken" I dont even know the reason why I said that. So he was like telling me he's going here at Abengs house so we could talk to me,ok Ill explain the continuing details in ILonggo coz its so hard to explain.

Nagkadto xa kay abeng mga past 12:30 and I was not expecting that he will still be here at this late hour. Ginkawat niya ang car nila para makadkadto di xa kay abeng. SUrprised ko kay gin call yako sa fone ko.nakibot ko.omg!kabalo pa xa sang number ko.and siguro memorize ya pa! daw na shock lang ko. He asked me if ari pako d kay abemg.siling ko huo. Hambal ya makadto d xa kuno. Medyu ok lang. Nd man gid ko amo na ka nervous pero when he arrived parang I knew there is somethng wrong gid ya.I swear. afterwards.nagsturya kami sagwa balay ni abeng.as in suuper emote,wala ko kabalo ngaa gahibi ko. tapos grabe comfort ya s akon.ginahug yako.tulok sa eyes ko. gahigda sa lap ko.kag ang nd ko malimtan.he Kissed me.and then everything was history.

I cannot forget this, April 3, 2008.

YYY

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